Anytime you’re gonna grow, you’re gonna lose something. You’re losing what you’re hanging onto to keep safe. You’re losing habits that you’re comfortable with, you’re losing familiarity.
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Sunday Weigh in 3/30/2014

Current weight: 261 lbs

Weight loss: 0

Weight loss so far (Since I started up back in oct 2011): 40 lbs

Weight to go I get to 220 lbs (what I had got to before): 41 lbs

Weight to go till my 100 pounds lost goal (201 lbs): 60 lbs

Weight to go till I’m in One-der-Land: 62 lbs

I weighed in today and didn’t lose or gain anything which kind of supprises me, because I’ve started working real hard again, yesterday I did the 5k, and then my brother wanted to go to this entertainment center for his bday, there we did an adult bounce house for 30 min. I forgot how much of a workout that was, to climb and do the obstacles and what not. But then we did laser tag, and we were running around in that. I had a good workout yesterday.

But I’m not gonna let that defeat me.


from the race today. It’s not my slowest time, but I’ve also done better. But it’s not far off from how I did last year and what how heavy my clothes made me feel and how that put a struggle, I am still so extremely proud of how and what I did today.

from the race today. It’s not my slowest time, but I’ve also done better. But it’s not far off from how I did last year and what how heavy my clothes made me feel and how that put a struggle, I am still so extremely proud of how and what I did today.


So today

I ran in a 5k and was one of the hardest I’ve ever done because it was raining so hard and was cold. It made my clothes so heavy I felt like I was back to where I was before I’d lost my weight. My legs felt like they could barely move, my chest was on fire. It was rough. But I didn’t stop, I didn’t give up. This was a real eye opener of how I felt before losing the weight. I don’t EVER wanna feel that way again. So proud of myself for crossing that finish line today.


3/24/14 weigh in.

Current weight: 261 lbs

Weight loss: 

Weight loss so far (Since I started up back in oct 2011): 40 lbs

Weight to go I get to 220 lbs (what I had got to before): 41 lbs

Weight to go till my 100 pounds lost goal (201 lbs): 60 lbs

Weight to go till I’m in One-der-Land: 62 lbs

Here is my current stuff.

I’m ready to turn this around.


So I have been sick as a dog.

I had an abcess come in and it got infected.

Found out it was MRSA.

I’m finally starting to get better.

So I’m finally starting fresh.

I weighed in at 261 which was actually smaller then what I last weighed when I was at home.

But I’m ready to get back to where I was.

Let’s go.


I lost faith..

in myself.

I had a bad week awhiles back, and just gave up.

But I’m noticing some health things that went away when I lost the weight.

I wanna get back into this. I really do.

It’s just tough

But my friends supprised me with a get away weekend to a country concert festival for my birthday in July.

I want to get back to 220 for that day. Or even futher.

I’m gonna weigh in, in the morning and start over, right this time.


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